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Wau lau eh.

Wah lan eh. fuck this shit u know? lost my wallet. lost 3k. fuck this shit. hope my money can help someone. pls pls pls. if my money cannot help anyone. at least return me and i will go help someone with my money. fuck.

Pissed:
if some fuck ah beng took it and go enjoy. drink beer fuck girls.fuck it

if some fuck drug addicts go but drugs with this money. fuck it

if some ah beng take it go modify his car.fuck it

feeling better:
Some ah ma pick cardboard. go ahead and take it

some poor people, really in need in money, need to feed family. by all means.

some people need it for medication. go ahead and spend it all.

totally can take it:
some smart people take my money and donate it to japan. ALL RIGHT MAN!

Some smart people take my money and help others. GOOD!

SOME SMART PEOPLE TAKE MY WHOLE WALLET AND RETURN TO POLICE! totally can take it.

now what i can do i fuck myself, blame my fucking carelessness. i wish i punch myself in my own fucking face and say U R FUCKING STUPID.

Too much downs. come on man. GIVE ME SOME UPS! MORE UPS! no more downs! pls! pls!

this is really mind fucking me. plus. my fucking eye is totalled. come on. NO MORE DOWNs!

GOOD LUCK WILL NEVER FADE FROM NOW ONWARDS. GOOD LUCK WILL COME. GOOD HEALTH WILL GROW. GOOD WEALTH WILL INCREASE!!!!!!

GDLUCKNVFADEXXXGOODNESS!!

love
ap mom sher colin
jack sng nd
mint yuqing

love u all. GOOD LUCK WILL BEFALL ON TO ME AND ALL OF U!

yes. it has happened

hi,
it has been a long time. i had been at home for farking four months. FOUR MONTHS! and i still cannot forgive myself and i cannot forget the incident. a farking metal piece flew so god damn hard and hit my eye. i had never felt so fucking miserable before. i am now partially blind in one eye. everything i see is not as beautiful as before. No one can understand my feeling. i really hope really hope my vision will come back. i really dun know why this thing happen on me? why? what did i do wrong? i cannot blame anyone but my foolishness and carelessness. Damn. i really hate it. ppl might tell me, u still got one eye what. u still look the same. but eyes are the windows to your soul. it will affect every single thing. i really dun know how to pick myself up from here.

i might have shitty job. i can take it. i might have a shitty hard life. i can take it. but my vision. i really regret for what has happened. really. i dunno how to be happy anymore. i love cars, gym, babes, but all these does not seem to interest me anymore. i really want to get over it. but i really can't. what the fuck is wrong exactly. anyway, i love u guys.

love
mom
sher
ap
jack
sys
nd

hohohohohohohohohoh

haha.. hoho.. it's been a freaking long time.. haha blog? i dunno.. i guess i am really boring on my sunday off.. my only off day.. i am working for my papa now.. and yes. striving like mad.. worked for about 2 months already.. kinda tired everyday.. but i have no choice.. i am driving a lorry accompanied with my worker and my dad has another lorry.. if i quit.. he will be dead.. real dead.. leaving himself with two lorries.. and yes the pay sucks too.. i need more.. real more..

i have been offered even better job with better salary... but why i did not join??

PROS
no 1. being an employee u will be fired by the employer, so i rather be an employer
no2. i got no papers with official powerful words with issued by the govt. yes! certificate.
no3. business will be mine after all
no4. i dun have to strive to set up my own business..

CONS.
no1. very very strenuous and physically tired job
no2. no time to enjoy what i have earned
no3. no freedom to quit when and as i want.
no4. no time to go for further studies..

no sure.. how... now..
but at least i got a stable job.

speaking of stable.. it reminds me of one person. my good friend. ray
i dun know how or when should i tell u this.. but if u happen to come across my blog.. READ

i know u are an ambitious guy.. u are smart and intelligent but.. things have really gone bad.. change ur way of doing things.. change ur way of thinking.. i believe in no pain no gain.. there is no short cut to success.. dun get offended but get mature. u know what's going on.. u know what to do.. enuff.. anyway u and bros

i love.
mom.
ap.
sher.
jack.
sys.
nd.
ray.
love u all.

GDLUCK NV FADE AND STAY WITH ALL OF US!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jermaine

thanks

hi it's been a long time since i updated.. reallllllllllllllly long.. looking at those pictures in my blog now really bring back memories!! now.. it's a crude world out there now.. really feeling stress up... IBO? DAD? PA? which one? focus which one? i really need help now.. but at least i am glad that there are choices.. i really feel tired.. really want to earn lots and lots of money! be financially free! how to? and who's willingly to help me? only myself! i miss those secondary school days.. last time. when ppl tell me that sec days are the best.. no stress nothing! but i am like.. wtf! must study! not stress enuff ar! but now.. i really know what it means!!!! really!!!!! i just hope i can be successful real successful!!!

I LOVE U
MOM
SHER
PANSY
ND
SYS
JACK
RAY
DAV
MENG CHOO
CARINA! HAHA
I REALLY MEANT IT!
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